This is the 10th of 25 special reflections based on lessons I learned from my mother. These will run from my birthday on October 27 until her birthday on November 20.
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Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave you.
Ephesians 4:32
Reflect
Divorce is never easy. That’s a lesson I’ve learned the hard way, and one that I’m sure that my mother hoped I’d never experience personally. Mom knew about that firsthand. She and my Dad had struggles throughout their marriage, and in 1973 they finally decided to go their separate ways.
I think it was more my Mom’s decision than my Dad’s, but it was still something that I remember being difficult for her. Before we pulled out of town, Mom had loaded up a U-Haul and a station wagon, and I still vividly remember she and Dad hugging and crying. Even though they didn’t want to continue in the marriage, they had been married for 13 years and had shared a lot of good memories. Like I said, divorce is never easy.
We lived in a few different places during the the years after the divorce. At first we were in Texas, and then Pennsylvania. In 1976, we moved to Sarasota, Fla. — right across the state from where my Dad lived in Fort Pierce. That meant that we got to see Dad and our stepmother a lot more often.
I remember two distinctive things about how Mom handled things during that period. First, Mom and my stepmother, Carol, got along really well. Based on how so many wives and ex-wives get along, it was actually a bit unusual. Carol would often drive across the state to pick up my brother and me to take us back to Fort Pierce, and she and Mom would have very friendly talks during these times. Apparently, they also called back and forth to each other to catch up and to coordinate our holidays and vacations.
That leads to the other thing I remember. More accurately, it’s what I don’t remember. I cannot recall one time when Mom had a single bad word to say about Dad or Carol. When I was a young adult, I even asked her a very pointed question about my father, and she refused to answer because I think it would have required her to say something negative. Mom tried so hard to believe the best in everyone — even her ex-husband and the father of her two sons. And she wanted us to believe the best in him, too.
Forgiveness is a godly quality. In fact, it’s hard to think of a quality more reflective of the Lord than forgiveness. Each of us has offended the Lord infinitely, and even a single sin puts us at odds with Him. But He has such a forgiving nature that He allows us to repair our relationship with Him over and over and over again. Because that’s a quality he cherishes, He wants us to exhibit that in our relationships with others. Paul wrote that we should, “Be kind to one another, tenderhearted, forgiving one another, as God in Christ forgave you.” (Ephesians 4:32)
Mom knew that showing love and forgiveness was the only way to heal the wounds of the past. So she made sure to show our Dad love and kindness, even though I’m sure she still felt some pain from whatever went wrong during her marriage. (And those were details she never shared with us.) If you have hurt in your heart from past relationships, the best medicine — and the command to us from our Lord — is forgiveness.
Reflection copyright © 2021 Doug DeBolt.
